You are compassionate.Suffering is inevitable
.I have learned I can't trust.Not me.Not others.Trust is a door.Better locked.I think just very much inside myself.Was criticized alot growing up & I stay surface.I get anxious and leave randomly.People interpret it as mean or stuck up.I am not those.Growing up people saw my looks and not my insides.I got attention I didnt want or need.I'd think a guy cared and it always led to one thing.I worry about that.I tried hard in school but didnt get good grades.Couldnt concentrate.I worry about what people think.I cry easy from worrying.I didnt talk alot as a child.I needed my words to be perfect.They never are and I just freeze.Thanks for reading.