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its tempting to blame yourself but, blaming yourself wont make the situation any better.
it is okay that you made a mistake, just learn from it.
i can identify with feeling "attached" to a person and thinking they will change.
have you had abusive expereinces in the past? lots of other things that you might not even realize can affect your behaviors. the most important thing to do now, is focus on the FUTURE...because you cannot change the past, all you can do is go to Florida and make the best of it.
hope this helps
and i'm sorry you have felt so much pain.
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---  A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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