Ever since my mom kicked my sorry excuse for a "father" out of the house things have been fine, very quite but fine. I've been able to focus on my work more and I've been clean since the day he left. I have an extreme hate of him, I don't like anything he's done or anything he says. He's done nothing good for me. He took away my childhood, so excuse me if I can't see past it.
So it's been 18 days since he left, my mom has seen him and talk to him on the phone almost regularly, which I'm not exactly okay with but i've kept my mouth shut. Though now apparently, as I was told a couple of hours ago, he's going to be aloud to stay in the house, the one he got kicked out of, while my family goes on vacation with a friend of mine.
Like what the hell!!! My mom didn't even try and continue to talk to me about it, she just kind of said it and I reacted so poorly apparently that, it was the end of that conversation and when I said if she wanted to talk lets talk and she yelled at me for walking away.
I can't sleep now, I'm beyond agitated. Im kind of freaking out... I don't know what to do!!! I feel so overwhelmed, Im not only afraid something bad is going to happen, I don't know why. I don't know, Im scared.