I have been feeling depressed and anxious for the past eleven years (I am now 20). I have been getting migraines from stress since I was nine.The test on this website gave me a really high rating for PTSD. I have tried to reach out to my friends about how I feel every day, but none of the are therapists, I couldn't seem to find help. This discussion board is very new to me, I'm just trying to find ways to make myself feel better. I feel the longing for telling my whole life story to someone and having them fix me peice by piece... I know it doesn't work that way, but maybe this talking would help me. I have never seen a therapist for my problems, and I don't have the money for therapy. I am trying to get down to my county hospital, but between school and taking care of my mother's house, I don't have time to stand in line for two days. I'm writing anything I can think of that people can relate to or respond to. I'm just trying to reach out to others who most likely understand how to help me. Leave a message if you want, I would love to just talk.