I've been in therapy for a year now.
My T is great. I just wish I wasn't so obssesed with her. I think about her all the time lately...

We've been arguing a lot for the past 4-5 sessions. I don't know why but I have a mean and not very cooperative attitude towards her. I question her way of working and complain she is not helping me.

Last session she said she can't work with me like this because I don't listen, and don't trust her.

Why is this happening?
She is awsome, why can't I just work with her and make good use of our sessions?

I feel like I just want to get her attention, and argue with her, it's a very childish thing.

I'm scared she will end up getting tired of the situation, and telling me that we should stop therapy or something.

In the mean time...I can't even go on with my life. I cry most of the day, and only look forward to my next appt.

Any suggestions? What do you guys think? How can I tell her my real feelings instead of acting out?