Welcome to PC ashley! Yes, I think you do like your T alot. You sure should be able to discuss these feeling with her. I think she already "knows" why you are acting out...and learning more about this will help your relationship.

Sometimes when we have trusted someone, we "regret" it and try to force them to not like us, and to go away... maybe also in an effort to keep from having to share something really troubling. (Is therapy going too fast for you? That can also cause this "acting out.")

Remember, the T is there as your consultant... like in a business. You hired her to consult with on personal issues.

Again, welcome to psych central!