Thanks for the responses.

Christina, I appreciate your listing all those wants/needs. It helps me to see that my needs are normal. I tend to feel like what I need is too big for anyone to provide.

I really hate the question "what can I do for you?" I appreciate that she wants to help, but I have the same reaction to that question as I do in session when she asks "what do you need today?" I just have NO idea. Truly. That question makes me feel so lost.

Who knows....this could be the best week of my life. There's no telling.