My bf is putting so many demands on me right now and I feel like nobody understands! My bf wants me to get my license, move, go to a party that I don't think I can go to...all this at once! I just want to go away! I want to cut so badly because I cannot handle all of this pressure!

Shouldn't I do what is good for me? And by who's standards, mine or everybody else's? Has anyone ever been abused so badly that you can't bear to be around children? I was, and there's gonna be numerous children at this party this weekend. This is just terrifying me! I don't know anymore what to do!