((((( ERINBEAR ))))) Thanks as always.....Yeah I can call him at home...or email him but thing is he is on vacation or sorts and I am not in crisis ..but feel this odd NEED to just run to him and like have him hold me..though we don't go around doing that...drat I guess I feel needy but have no real reason for it...I am clueless....
Its like I want to be comforted but WHY? AND man I am eating sleeping pills like pez to sleep at night and again don't know whats bugging me..so if I emailed or called him I would just sit like a big dunce
I am sorry this time of year is hard for you ....seems to be for everyone..Odd thing is once XMAS passed I am cool with it...minus the lack of sun

Hugs

PS ALL..I am behind on PM'S