you guys........ I am totally crying....I'm SUCH a baby sometimes!!!! I really worried about posting this because I didn't want it to seem like I just wanted pats on the back or was attention seeking....but really, if I didn't put it out there, I never would have come back....and I am *trying* to be a grown up and to stop running.

Thank you for the encouragement. Thank you for allowing me to be honest about what a child I am (feel like).

((((Tree))))), thank you for telling me that...

I'm glad that I said something and put it out there. I always imagine the worst and let that grow and grow. *sigh*.... Thanks, guys.