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Feb 22, 2011, 05:34 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Hi ~ Do you know what the cause of your feelings are? Are they caused by this "friend" that doesn't care or is it life in general that has you numb?
When things have me feeling that way -- when everything seems to be falling on top of me all at once, I start feeling that way myself. There really isn't much i can do about it - I have to wait until it runs it's course, which it ALWAYS does - until I can feel again. For instance, right now my sister is fighting at the University Hospital in ICU with a tracheotomy for breathing ~ she's on life support. She's also bleeding internally, and they haven't been able to find it cause she won't LET them.  I have to go down there tomorrow to talk to her & see if she's in her "right mind" or if the drugs are affecting her. I'm numb -- I don't know WHAT to think ~ all I know is I've got to get down there.
I'm sure when this is all over I'll break down into the best little breakdown you've ever seen! I'll probably cry for 3 days. But for the last month since she's been sick, I haven't been able to drop a tear.
So I think we go thru these phases when we're depressed. We're afraid to lose control for fear we might never come "back." Don't worry. You're ok ~ but if you're in therapy, you need to talk with your therapist about this. And if you're NOT in therapy, maybe you should be. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee 
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