Is there free therapy/counseling at your school? Then maybe you can get some advice there. Also, I don't know how comfortable you are with sharing about your disabilities, but it is possible if you talk to some professors that they might be willing to work with you.....I was a professor for a number of years, and I'd like to think that I would have tried to help in some way. Of course, now I am disabled myself....Best wishes, dear one! Please keep in touch.