sorry griff. It's so hard to wait for that call back.

I have never known how to respond when a T asked me, "what do you need". I usually think WTF? If I knew that I'd take care of it, right? But a new T I am just starting to trust asked me that question a couple weeks ago. And I responded "I need to know you don't think I'm a freak". That was all he needed, we had a long comforting conversation.

I'm just trying to tell you to give it some time...trust is really slow. I hope either old or new T helps.