Oh, I'm so sorry to read this! Gosh, what you're having to deal with just isn't fair. I'm very sorry ((((((((Puddles))))))). I haven't been living in the States all that long, and I'm still somewhat unfamiliar with all the different insurance options, but I'm thinking there has to be some way for you to be able to get some professional help. I do hope someone else reading your post will be able to chime in with some practical advice. I know there are many people here in very difficult financial situations who do still manage to get medication. This is definitely too much for you to have to deal with on your own.

Keep talking to us here (((((((Puddles))))))) and I really hope so much that you get a break very soon