I feel so sad and depressed. I've been crying all day. I cried through T session. I got laid off this morning from my job. And can't see T any more. Maybe after I get a new job. But I don't know when that will be. She says that I need to remember that she is still there. Even though we can't see each other right now. But it just seems so hard. I miss her so much already. I'm trying to stay positive that I will be able to find another job soon, but it is so hard.