wow thank you so much for taking the time to read, all of you. it's incredible that you'd take the time to read what you could and get back to me.

it isnt all about the baby and the pain... if you go back far enough you can really see how sick i was and how much better i got. i wish i had someone else's journals to read about because then maybe i would know if i was normal, if what i was feeling (what i AM feeling) is relevant and okay.

until then, it means the world to me that you read what you did. thank you so much, and leave comments if you want. im always around

thats the thing about recovery, you are so busy and yet the nights are so long...