Today was the 6th anniversary of my mother's death. Also, at the time of he death (10:30 AM) my loving sister told me in not so pleasant terms to go take a hike and that she was not my rescuer. I spent most of the morning screaming for help with the various agencies in my town only to be turned down by everyone. I did not deal with that very well because of all the other issues that have been plaguing me over the last year.