(((( Rainbow ))))

So much pain.

Reality does hurt at times, and in a big way at times too. I wish it was easier. *sigh*

I wonder if that reality is the hidden meaning behind the discomfort of being around T's other clients. That it's the thing that really smacks you in the face that T is T - and not all these other things that we want them to be.

Blech. I know how much it feels to hate that in a big way. Having that combined with your issues with your mom I'm sure amplifies that, tenfold. Ugh.