I wrote my girlfriend a letter just now, explaining exactly how bad this depression is right now. I am also in a state of extreme panic because she'll read it at some point. She's not home yet and I'm freaking out.

But she needs to know. And as I can't speak right now, it's the only way I can get through to her. I am sick of the distance and the carelessness she has to our relationship.

I feel guilty for asking for love. I shouldn't have to ask for love, should I?