(((((((Rainbow)))))))) You are special to your T. That is the truth.
When my T told me a few months ago that in T training class last year the older T told him "Clients are YOUR CHILDREN" - that he thought of me. I call him my "dolphin daddy" and it is the truth. He is a father to me in many ways.

When my T told me what that T said, I actually thought of you. You do have T as a mother figure. And mothers can love all her children. You can still enjoy the emotions of being special in a healthy way.