i was physically and emotionally abused in my marriage. your description of your experiences with a narcissistic boyfriend greatly resembles what happened to me too. i lost SELF in the process of his breaking me down. took the aid of therapy to undo the damage my ex had done. i hope you can rediscover what you have lost too and find the peace in your own life that you deserve.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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