Thinking of you today...
Keep taking care.
Glad to hear you will get back to the doc. I know it isn't easy, especially with energy at 0, if not in the negative digits. Rebecca, have you read the
Noonday Demon by Andrew Solomon? Not exactly cheery, but I felt the benefit of knowing how deeply someone could relate. Hugs to you.
Hang in there.
You are important and you
deserve to feel better...

E.