So, a few months ago my T and me set up a little protocall thinging where I had to wait 24 hours for her to return a call or text message...So On Monday I called and left a message on her voicemail. It was detailed and it stated how unsafe I was feeling and how I was feeling angry and destructive etc.
That was Monday...I have not been able to get in touch with her and she has not called me at all.
4 days is too much and now I don't know if I am mad as Hell or concerned that something happened to her or that she just up and left me even though she promised she would never leave me.
My head is going back and forth with so many thoughts....