Guess what, not more then 15 minutes after writing this my T called. She has been sick and was in the hospital. She has walking pneumonia but she is also in Tx visiting her family.
She said she felt so bad about not getting to me before now.
We talked for 15 minutes on the phone. She said she was proud of me for staying safe and said that she would be home on Sunday but if I need her I can call her at her parents house and gave me their #. Wow...I would never call her there but still...that was nice.
I am much better now.
Thanks for your well wishes...it was a mean 4 days to me in my head!