saw pdoc this am. wasn't there for most of it. dissociated and don't know who was out. at least it wasn't deedee. don't know how much my T told the pdoc so the system was really protective and defensive. feel so stupid cuz i couldn't answer ??s regarding when i started therapy for how long, who did i see, after my last good T (know i saw someone...) when i started with therapy again...and other simpler things i should know...at least i knew my kids' names and ages...very rote replies.
well, got meds changed and an anti anxiety med added to it. guess it will be ok.
see T tues. aft. wish i could see her now or tomorrow.