Thanks evryone, keep wishing and praying if you will-

wishing I will still be able to earn some money besides disability (not enough in this county and state)

wishing my friend wasnt out of commision and lost to me because of surgery and after-effects of childhood abuse

wishing my dx and all wont scare away anybody else who would be a friend

wishing i could be allowed to drive my car and find my *** with my elbow (if thats the saying)

wishing i never have to be electrocuted again unless its by the "state" for some true crime

well, thats cheery, umm- Good Morning?
Kathy