Bipolar people tend not to have disordered thinking when their mood is stable. I have psychotic and neurotic thoughts, beliefs and behaviours, even when my mood is stable, and a few other things. Or at least, I did, until they got the meds right.

At which point I felt like I'd woken out of a long nightmare... and found myself thinking, "oh Lord, did I really say/do/think that?" Recovering my sanity was pretty stressful for a while, till I learned to forgive myself.