just keep pushing it off...keep saying well maybe in another minute than when the minute is up keep saying wait another minute...that's how i got through not using in the begining i couldnt say no i will never use again because that was too much for my brain to handle. i had to say well i will in 5 minutes then kept pushing it off..i wasn't going to use but it was easier to handle that way...how long has it been.?
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and yes your mind is playing tricks on you you really are smelling the alcohol