Hey guys, I'm back to PC after being away for awhile.

I've been going through a rollercoaster with the job that I've now been at for about 3 months. I had some med changes over a month ago and started having suicidal thoughts so I went back to the old meds. The suicidal thoughts are pretty much gone but i'm still somewhat depressed.

I finally started seeing a counselor again. This week was my first session with a new one, and I really like her so far. Usually meeting someone for the first time like that is stressful, but this was good.

I feel a little better but also a little worse, because I had to talk about things i haven't talked about in awhile...so I had to revisit those things and it made me realize that I still need to do a lot more work in therapy.

Just when you think its over, its really just beginning all over again.