Nice to hear from you, embracing life. Just read your post to another, and it was very compassionate and caring. Sorry you have been feeling bad lately. Yes, for many of us, things are never over completely--life is more a process with its inevitable ups and downs. I think we do get better and wiser, wth more developed coping skills. You were wise enough to sense the new meds weren't working as well as the old ones. And you have yourself in therapy and have some of your issues identified. So, not like starting from scratch, all over, but with an understanding of what you are facing. And you knew to come back to PC and write to us. Hope this gives you hope. Hugs!