Wow, sounds like a great session! That's awesome that your T was able to give you 2.5 hours. I am scheduled for 45 minutes...and it's like clockwork. T always has someone leaving right before me and coming in right after me.

I'm glad you shared about the cutting and that you were able to gain some insight about it. I too have cut - in my teen years, then again about 2 years ago - and most recently a few weeks ago when T and I had that major rupture and I was so incredibly out of control. It's sporadic, thankfully, but it's not hard for those urges to come back.

I am glad you feel more connected with your T and feel able to address the SUI if it comes up again.