Thanks Black... The end to suicidal thoughts would be lovely. It is great that you have a dr you trust. It must be a real source of security for you. I wish I could stay the same. I am still getting acquainted with mine. He is the 4th GP in less then 2 years because of the never ending comings and goings of drs at my clinic. We are so short of drs everywhere that we don't have many options for who we can see. I am grateful to even have a GP even if they don't stick around for very long. Many don't even have that much. The only options they have are walkin clinics.