I used to love being around people, I hardly ever leave the house, but I constently worrie all the time, I`m nervous all the time and jumpy, when I get all weird my hands sweat, It`s hard to swallow and I start to shake, I always think people are talking about me, and I take everything to heart, if I see happy it makes me sad that I can`t be like that, I refer myself as a non normal. it`s sad, and I feel like I just keep getting worse I feel bad for my normal husband