thanks IZ.
I guess this intensity is strange to me, after 4 stable months. Yeah, I am dissociating. Had phone conversations with my mom and my boyfriend yesterday, and am lucky if I remember half. I cannot think straight and feel like I'm on another planet. Driving to work, I found myself driving through intersections like a sheep. Not looking at robots or traffic, just following the car in front of me.
I am feeling tearful at the moment- something I havent in ages!
I have Benzo's, which I prob should take to feel a little relieved.
Hang in there IZ-we'll hold each other's hand through this