My depression is really staring to take over my mood and i try everything to stop it but it just keeps control. i hate it and i hate feeling like this. The med im on isnt helping and i have tryed telling my doc but she wants me to carry on with this med but i really feel i cant. I have been on them for 2 months now and i still feel low in my mood and that im worth nothing and that no one cares if im alive or dead but i hate feeling like this, its really horrible and i really need to see my doc but she is away till next week I really hate this and im getting scared.