I'm sorry you are going through so much pain right now. I know how much you need your family, I really do. It may not seem like your mom cares or understands, but I'm sure if you sat down and talked one on one with her and asked her how she felt, you would find out she really does care. But I don't think she can really do anything about it at this point. Maybe that's why she seems like she doesn't care...because there's nothing she can do to change the situation.

Hang in there. We're all here for you.