This is what I am struggling with....

I want that "normal" non-bp people have.... which is ???????

I live for the day I am back to my old "normal" self.... which is ????????

I want to have "normal" moods which are ??????

Moods/Emotions for BP sufferers and non-sufferers are EXACTLY the same but we have to be more careful it isn't a trigger

This is just my opinion obviously

I still beat myself up about wanting NORMAL STABILITY.... NORMAL MOODS.... NORMAL LIFE but I know my NORMAL is completely different from you guys, my friends and family... my NORMAL is when there is no triggers and when I can have a good couple of days and feel good!!

I know you will all have your own "normals" and this is just my opinion