I just want to vent out my feelings. Yesterday my laptop's internet wasn't working and then I got upset. My mum was in my room and my bit myself in front of her because I just felt angry. It was a stupid thing to do. After that she mentioned about my cuts. She said my cuts look disgusting. She said she won't help me because I cut myself. I need to sort my head out. She called me a weirdo and a cow. I feel sad and I feel like crying now but it's my fault. I am a weirdo. I'm sick in the head. My mum also told me to look at my cuts. I'm such a stupid weirdo..... :'( Oh great... I'm crying right now. After that happened, My sister was in the room too and she hugged me and tried to comfort me. But I just keep getting suicidal thoughts after. Everything is my fault. I'm a waste. I spoke to a person about it and he was helpful. But I don't need help and I'm fine. I don't need a doctor or a mental health professional to help me. My mother says I'm fine.