hi everyone.

I know this could go to the sexual/gender issues forums - but i am asking here because parts have been demanding lately.

NO GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS here - i just wanted to say that...well...
They claim to use things that i would NEVER and things that i would consider only perverts would do. I am afraid of addiction but they say that since i suppress it THEY have it...and yeah..well ...there seem to be too much of that in me - or me+all of us.

I may go out of therapy soon and anyways its not VERY helping...just little...not for ALL of it by far. We are doing P.E now for PTSD so anyways i am do not feel like bothering therapist with this. I know you folks will not solve it for me here - i ma just wondering how do you cope with alters` different....hmm..DESIRES... if you have. I know it may come from CSA and later SA that according to alters and flash backs - if one would believe - lasted many years...

But how do you deal with is? On one hand stay authentic..

Well i am just quite bothered and i don`t want to be addicted although so many parts seems like they are.