Thank you all for your thoughts and kind words... Like I said for some reason it really bothered me this time... Other than my co-workers/friends getting engaged, my aunt is getting married (again) on Tuesday... I have cryed many times today thinking about it... I just wish I had some sort of hope so I wouldn't feel this way... Once again Thank You all and I will continue to post here, it's always good to be able to let it out...