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SpiritRunner · Feb 24, 2011, 05:09 PM

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Originally Posted by inbloom

Yes, MUE, I know......I feel and think this often too. Sometimes its about the lesser of two evils.....like, which is worse, my life issues and dealing with them, OR the issues that arise from the therapy itself (which, of course are really reflections of what is already there anyway). Maybe I will start a new thread about this....it's a great topic that I'm sure many can relate too. In the meantime, though,

to you....I get it.

would be a great thread topic! I said something like that to my T the other day, too, that this all hurt so much I wish I had never started.....but if I had never started, I would have missed a journey of healing and blessing, discovery and change and growth, which has all happened right along with the pain. It hurts to be attached to my T, it hurts to love and to think of love that isn't to be had.....but then I think, what about the safe love I do have from her? What if I didn't have her help, her care, her support.....
Yes, I'll take the attachment and I'll take the pain of therapy, the grieving, because I want to and need to heal and be whole!