special.... remember what I suggested to you in chat last night?
Well see a different doctor and get different meds. If you feel a danger to yourself, like at anytime whatsoever, GO to A&E. Please.

I like you, you ARE special (and you make me laugh, heh...), we cannot always trust our emotions. If I lost you I would not last long. Because I care about you. So you ARE special. Even if you don't feel it (see, the emotions thing again). Believe in what I (and others)-are saying. Believe.