I don't hate her, Lady D. I just hate what she does to those I love; to my son and to my grandchildren by her. I hate what she's doing to our family. It seems I'm powerless to circumvent any of it. There doesn't seem to be anything I can do to stop it. There just isn't ANY WAY or ANY THING that would help.

Seems that the only thing that will help all of us is for me to lock myself up in my bedroom so I can't hear hubby's phone ringing or hear him talking to our son so I don't know what's going on. I don't know...