I can so relate to standing in line waiting and resisting the urge to say something. I can't count the number of times I had to drop out of a line to prevent an outburst or meltdown.

As for the sex on the brain it is important to remember it is another symptom of your current inbalance and not a real desire you would 'normally' feel. Like the anxiety, all of your emotions are running in overdrive right now.

I am glad you are staying connected here. I hope it is helping you.

ps.... Phoebe looks beautiful right now in the sunshine. I find it very calming to watch her. I am having mixed episodes these days and so my anxiety is high and my emotions are all over the map. Watching Phoebe helps me settle my breath and keep the tears away.