your story touched me. I am forced to say goodbye to my therapist of ten years, because she is retiring early and moving away. I am very attached to her, I love her so much, and I'm devastated

. I am trying to stay strong and positive, mainly because I know getting depressed isn't going to help, and also because she thinks I have grown enough to be able to handle it, and I don't want to disappoint her. But it is so hard. Our termination is in two months, I can't bare to think about our last session.