Thanks all for your comments. They are very helpful. I am very motivated but I find myself quite confused lately about my goals. It was simple when I first started but all kinds of stuff has come up and I don't know how to proceed and which things are priority. I like the suggestion of asking my T. So far she has just let me talk and talk which has been good because I have stuff in my life that nobody knows about and it has felt good to share that. But now, so much emotional stuff has emerged that I feel like I'm going crazy and I have no idea what's going on. I can't put a finger on the problem nor the goal.