@ benderover Hmmm at least 2 me wandering off seems normal unless it is done excessively. If It is what I think it is, then its only bad if that feeling of temptation makes you really want to do something youll regret later. If it really bothers u 2 much, you should be open about it 2 ur bf. It seems like u have strong feelings toward him. Thats a good sign. Everybody has fantasies, so dont feel guilty if you have those urges. If you feel like telling him about this, and have fears of having relationship problems, then maybe you should talk to a therapist or somebody u trust. I am In no way judging u, its just what I thinking from my perspective... I hope this helps.