I hope I'm not on anyone's ignore list also, but I do know the state I'm in leads me to write some rather triggering posts so I hope that my posts don't end up hurting anyone's path to healing.
On a side note - some responses really hurt - I try not to take it too personally, I am rather sensitive and I try to remind myself that it is in some people's nature to be "blunt" and maybe their responses are well intentioned...