Sometimes I wish it could go back, therapy changes me and creates new situations that I'm not quite equipped to deal with. Sometimes I want to live in a world where ignorance is bliss...and then I get angry at myself because that is not progress at all. I wish it wasn't so complicated; actually, I wish there was no such thing as sex. I understand most people receive physical/emotional pleasure from it - I don't ever see myself reaching that point... it is so hard to talk about this. I feel so exposed, I appreciate all the insightful responses