I am not feeling good. My eating problems are worse than ever this week and I'm going to stay with my sister for 7 days. I have no appetite at all and can't be bothered eating. Just trying to decide what to eat is a major decision and one that I would just rather not think about. So rather than make a decision, I don't eat. today my mum was asking me what did i want to eat when i went to the shops with her. It was too hard for me to decide so I just told her i didn't want anything and I didn't feel like it. The thought of food makes me feel sick today. I do eat a bit though. I had breakfast. I'm wondering how I will handle this week away. I have never been away for this long before. Probably doesn't seem like long for some of you, but for me, it's a huge thing. I'm wondering how I will handle being around people for a week. I live on my own and I need alot of time to think. I'm not sure how it will be. I hope that too much isn't expected of me while I am there. I can barely even look after myself and do everyday things that other people just do with no trouble at all. I wish I didn't have to go. I want to see my sister but I'm scared about what it's going to be like and if she will get sick of me. i also worry so much about what I do with my time. I feel all the time as though my life is slipping away. Alot of things that I do make me feel guilty.